Lullaby - The Spill Canvas

If someone sang me this song and meant it, I'd know that I wasn't going to get hurt. I'd be so sure of it, that I'd follow them to the end of the earth and back. I'd believe it so much that I'd be able to feel it, tangibly, whenever I touched them or saw them. The person Nick Thomas meant this song for must feel amazing and loved and perfect every single time they hear it. I wish I could feel that way too. So much.

And maybe someday I will.

its the way that you blush when you're nervous.
it's your ability to make me earn this.
i know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.
it's about how you laugh out of pity. because lets be honest, i'm not really that funny.
i know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in. plant my lips where your necklaces close.


its those pills that you don't need to take.
medicating perfection? now thats a mistake.
i know that you're spent, now let me sing you to sleep.
it's your finger, and how i'm wrapped around it.
it's your grace, and how it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in, plant my lips where your necklaces close.


while you were sleeping
i figured out everything,
i was constructed for you,
and you were molded for me.
now i feel your name,
coursing through my veins,

you shine so bright it's insane you put the sun to shame.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
(i really do)
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in, plant my lips where your necklaces close.

Suspension - Mae

Best mall trip ever today!!! So I was basically at the mall with a bunch of my friends for like hours today, and it was epic. There was no drama, no fighting, a few little white lies, but thats all! I'm so proud of them. Usually it's impossible for us to be all together without drama and tears, but this time it worked out! Oh, and have I ever mentioned that Gilly Hicks is my favorite store ever? Well it is. Oh, and if you wanted a reason why, ask the hot guy who stands in front of the store with no shirt on every friday night! No i'm not lying. He was gorgeous. I'mma post a picture at the end of this post thingy.

Yeah. So at first i was really worried about the mall trip, because last time we did this, two people just left. And they say they didn't mean to ditch us, but I don't know if I believe them. Supposedly they were gonna "buy me a present." And that sounds like a legitimate excuse. Except I didn't get a present. Like c'mon guys, who do you think you're really fooling?

But it was actually really fun this time. So that made me happy. Okay, heres the picture of the hot guy with no shirt on. The girl with the hat is me.

Party In Your Bedroom - Cash Cash

So I forgot how happy this band makes me...and then my iTunes magically sensed that I was feeling tired and lazy...and it came on shuffle! Perfecto. Hanging out with James and John today. College shopping for Johnnyboy! I'm not gonna lie, i get the biggest thrill out of buying microwaves. :]

But yeah...thats it.

you're free to be a freak, change your picture every week, show the camera you're a superstarr

oh. and this is my new catchphrase. if you steal this, i'll never forgive you. okay maybe i will. but yo, spread the rep??

But It's Better If You Do - Panic At The Disco

I'm back from camp. Well I was back from camp yesterday.
I went, saw my old friends from last year, realized that I'm quite infatuated with one of them, and now I'm home. But we're going back up next Saturday, so it's all good and I'll get to see him again. He's like...amazing? Tall, dresses well, likes the face I make when I....lose. Ha, get your minds out of the gutter guys.

I missed this feeling. Well almost. It still sucks. The whole god I wish you were here with me all the time thing. But hey, now I get to dream about something amazing. So I've been pretty dedicated to the whole no contact with David thing. Really dedicated actuallly...I'm proud of myself. Be proud of me too, please? Anyway, life is calling.

Ignorance - Paramore

I love Paramore. Ignorance is their new song, and it's freakin' spectacular. So a shout out to that.

I'm leaving for my favorite place in the world today. Camp Of The Woods. Its for the whole family, but we all end up ditching each other anyway. Except for when I need money. Then I'd search the whole camp for my dad. But yeah, magic stuff happens there. But then again, when you have an always open beach area, an amazing grill, and a plethora of hot guys, what else do you expect? I have so many good friendships from there. And then sometimes I just have friends that I remember but no longer keep in touch with. The memories are just as good. I'm not staying for long this time. Usually I stay for the whole week, and but this time I'm only staying for a weekend.
It'll be an amazing weekend.

Your Call - Secondhand Serenades

So...Kathleens here. And Zuri's here. And we're having a party. But i went upstairs and my computer was like COME TO ME COME TO ME so I went on. And I'll show you what I find in the little "Pic that goes with every post" thing.

We're going to blueback with Henray later. It'll be a thrill and a half. Isham? Sex Position Of The Day book? We have to find out Kathleen's Sex position. Like for her birthday. Okay, so that's what going on in my life.

Here's what I found.

Our Lawyers Made us... - Fall Out Boy

I know it's been awhile, and I haven't updated Hotness of the Week yet...



But can I have him for christmas??

Bottom Of The Ocean - Miley Cyrus

Ever heard a song that just matches your life? Especially when it's just one part? Well yesterday, I decided to give up on someone I love. And no it's not a family member. But he doesn't wan't me like that, and I'm done being the girl who's gonna chase him. And i'm done waiting for him. And being just his friend hurts.

You don't have to love me for me to baby ever understand, Just know I loved the time that we both had, and I dont ever want to see you sad. Be happy. 'Cause I dont want to hold you if you aren't gonna tell me you love me babe, just know I'm gonna have to walk away. I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy.

Party In The USA - Miley Cyrus.

Okay, so here are some factoids about me right now. I'm bored, and it's hot out, and I haven't gotten any all summer. Which doesn't bother me... really. I mean...I dont want a boyfriend. Boyfast? All summer? But GOD i'm bored and horny. Okay, I said it, I'm horny. What do you want me to yell it at you? Well I won't. And when I'm...like that, I tend to do stupid things. Like what I'm planning to do tomorrow. I'll reveal the plan only if it is successful.

Oh and the song in the title is my new favorite. Oh Miley, must you always be so catchy?? See You Again came on my shuffle today, I repeated it 4 times. I found this on photobucket today.

So here.

Fly With Me - The Jonas Brothers

So i'm back from NY. It was fabulous. I'll post some pics soon...once Zuri uploads them or something. Lifes good! I'm pretty sure next week is gonna be amazing, and I'm trying to recreate myself for next year. I mean I want to have my own individual style. Brighter colors, bolder outfits, things that mix and match better... want an example? http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=11129610 it's my new favorite thing in the world, polyvore I mean. Kathleens coming tomorrow. I'm trying to analyze James's level of interest in me and I intend to sleep in his hoodie tonight. Mall with David sometime this week hopefully maybe? Not really sure. He has a girlfriend again, and in my opinion, it's the stupidest decision he's ever made. Dating a girl who's off to be a freshman in college in FL. But that isn't my business. He's a big boy, I can't try and control his life. VBS is tomorrow as well. I'm excited for it. Except I'm teaching music...with this woman I kind of don't really like. Ugh. Whatever, that's life.

Ego - Beyonce

Okay, so I just got another bottle of my new favorite drink. I let my dad taste it, and he goes "IT TASTES LIKE BEER! IT'S BEER!" I'm like, "How do you know what beer tastes like?"

He didn't answer. Zuri will be here in like 2 minutes so I should go, but just had to share that one with you. And it does taste like beer. That's probably why I like it.
Have a great week guys. And Lake George, if you're reading?




here we come

If My Heart Was A House - Owl City

New York for the week today. We're shutting off AIM, permanently, for the whole trip. I'm so excited to be getting out of CT. And Ive worked hard all week to actually earn some money for the trip. My favorite fanfic in the world updated! After about..3 weeks? Maybe 4? I almost died waiting for that thing. Wow my mom just came in and told me to get up and stop being lazy or something along those lines. Just because I haven't gotten out of my bed yet doesn't mean I'm not being productive, mother. But yeah, I'll be updating from NY...because we have internet there. So...bye and wish me luck.

I'm Afraid of Losing You - A Rocket To The Moon

I haven't slept in two days. I've been nothing but exhausted all weekend. I'm sleeping tonight at least. Lake George with Zuri tomorrow!! I'm so excited about that. Oh and I'll have internet so I'll sitll be here...unlike last time I was in upstate New York. I saw my bestie for the first time all summer yesterday. She's hotness of the week this week just for that. Umm...I'm not sure what to say today. A little bored you know? I have to pack...and sleep...and get my money for the week, and all that other fun stuff. I'm obsessed with Electronica currently. A Rocket to the Moon especially. Check out the song that's the title of the blog because I love it right now. I'll make a playlist based on it. Just all the best Electronica up in mah iTunes. I'll get back to you on that.