Calling You - Blue October

So life is okay right now.
My really close friends are leaving campus, and other things are going wrong. But I survived swine fl, my computer is broken and now i'm on a MAC.
i officially broke off my david friendship. it'l set in later.

i'm not in love with anyone anymore. or at least, i dont want to be.
love stinks. i want to just...like someone and feel cute and be over it.
listening to this song isn't helping the ache in my chest, though.

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

First study hall of the year. I now know the greek alphabet.
Yes, this does in fact make me a winner. No, i'm not going to type it out for you.
Okay, maybe I will!!!

alpha, beta, gamma, delta, epsilon,zeta, eta, theta, iota, kappa, lambda, mu, nu, xi, omicron,pi, rho, sigma, tau, upsilon, phi, chi, psi omega!!!

Its great that I did that from memory, because I have a quiz on it on Monday. Life is good so far. I had a crush, and now it's gone, and I'm really okay with life right now... surprisingly. Okay, but my heart is being tugged at. Maybe I'll poem about it. God home is where the heart is, for sure.

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

we watched the season pull up it's own stakes, catch the last weekend, of the last week.

i'm gonna miss this.

i'm gonna miss the warm and the sun.

and the rain you can swim in

and the late nights

and the afternoons

and the popsicles

and the air conditioning.

all of it.

This Love - Maroon 5

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i'm at sarahs house. so right now thats what my brain looks like...

it's weird not really having to think about anything. feels nice.
ahhh i only have like a week until school starts. so weird but i'm really excited to be going back. I'm so sick of my parents...and being at home...and my friends at home. (well, not Sarah, i like never see her so getting sick of her rarely happens)I just want to go back to living my own life my own way. Boarding school lets me do that and I'm happy about that.

Sorry that this is stupid and random. But it's 2:30 and we're not in bed yet and I couldn't think of anything else to do. Oh, and heres something that will probably make you laugh. Unless it's one of those things thats only funny at 3AM...