When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

First study hall of the year. I now know the greek alphabet.
Yes, this does in fact make me a winner. No, i'm not going to type it out for you.
Okay, maybe I will!!!

alpha, beta, gamma, delta, epsilon,zeta, eta, theta, iota, kappa, lambda, mu, nu, xi, omicron,pi, rho, sigma, tau, upsilon, phi, chi, psi omega!!!

Its great that I did that from memory, because I have a quiz on it on Monday. Life is good so far. I had a crush, and now it's gone, and I'm really okay with life right now... surprisingly. Okay, but my heart is being tugged at. Maybe I'll poem about it. God home is where the heart is, for sure.

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

we watched the season pull up it's own stakes, catch the last weekend, of the last week.

i'm gonna miss this.

i'm gonna miss the warm and the sun.

and the rain you can swim in

and the late nights

and the afternoons

and the popsicles

and the air conditioning.

all of it.

This Love - Maroon 5

ALDJFSAL;KSAGJ;SAKGLD;HKD;KHA;KHASJA;DJAKSDHALFJKSDF;POEIUWERWHTJNMKB ,.CLK
i'm at sarahs house. so right now thats what my brain looks like...

it's weird not really having to think about anything. feels nice.
ahhh i only have like a week until school starts. so weird but i'm really excited to be going back. I'm so sick of my parents...and being at home...and my friends at home. (well, not Sarah, i like never see her so getting sick of her rarely happens)I just want to go back to living my own life my own way. Boarding school lets me do that and I'm happy about that.

Sorry that this is stupid and random. But it's 2:30 and we're not in bed yet and I couldn't think of anything else to do. Oh, and heres something that will probably make you laugh. Unless it's one of those things thats only funny at 3AM...

Lullaby - The Spill Canvas

If someone sang me this song and meant it, I'd know that I wasn't going to get hurt. I'd be so sure of it, that I'd follow them to the end of the earth and back. I'd believe it so much that I'd be able to feel it, tangibly, whenever I touched them or saw them. The person Nick Thomas meant this song for must feel amazing and loved and perfect every single time they hear it. I wish I could feel that way too. So much.

And maybe someday I will.

its the way that you blush when you're nervous.
it's your ability to make me earn this.
i know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.
it's about how you laugh out of pity. because lets be honest, i'm not really that funny.
i know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in. plant my lips where your necklaces close.


its those pills that you don't need to take.
medicating perfection? now thats a mistake.
i know that you're spent, now let me sing you to sleep.
it's your finger, and how i'm wrapped around it.
it's your grace, and how it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in, plant my lips where your necklaces close.


while you were sleeping
i figured out everything,
i was constructed for you,
and you were molded for me.
now i feel your name,
coursing through my veins,

you shine so bright it's insane you put the sun to shame.


if you need anything,
just say the word, i mean anything.
(i really do)
rest assured, if you start to doze,
then i'll tuck you in, plant my lips where your necklaces close.